Almost done

One week, ONE MORE WEEK. 

Last Wednesday was my last day at Eastview Secondary School and I already wrote 2 exams... I hate starting to say goodbye to my friends and teacher, this is harder than I thought it would be. People start saying: "I don´t know if I´m gonna see you next week, but ... I hope you have a safe trip back to Spain, I´ll miss you"  

It remains me when back in August I said bye to my friends and family, with the only difference that I knew I was going to see them again, but I don´t what´s going to happen with the people here. I´d love to come here again but who knows what´s going to happen (?) There are people I´m sure I´m not gonna see again, and that makes me so sick and so mad ... :,(

I have started packing ... It was hard to open my closet and choose just the necessary things for 10 months, but is´s even harder to pack those 10 months in two suitcases... I have not only clothes, but books, notes, presents, and a lot of memories that also need room.

It seemed to be a everlasting journey, but I realize it´s almost done. I´ve met so many people that helped me a lot and made this year one of the most special years in my life. I´ve gone to so many places that I will never forget. I felt like at home and now I have to leave.

I have discovered this amazing country but I´ve also discovered myself. I left being a kid, that cried while saying goodbye to her mom... but now I feel I´m more mature and resposible. I tested and I impressed myself. I´ve been 10 months miles away home, I didn´t know anybody and I can say that 2 years ago I couldn´t be able to stay 2 months outside. It was hard and I had really tough times but I didn´t give up and I don´t regret it ... thanks to this I became more like an adult where I have found out my fears, weaknesses, hobbies and likes. This made me much stronger.

I´ll keep this trip forever and all my friends in my heart.